MUSE of my native land! loftiest Muse! O first-born on the mountains! by the hues Of heaven on the spiritual air begot : Long didst thou sit alone in northern grot, While yet our England was a wolfish den ; Before our forests heard the talk of men ; Before the first of Druids was a child; Long didst thou sit amid our regions wild Rapt in a deep prophetic solitude.
There came an eastern voice of solemn mood:
Yet wast thou patient. Then sang forth the Nine, Apollo's garland: - yet didst thou divine Such home-bred glory, that they cried in vain, "Come hither, Sister of the Island!" Plain Spake fair Ausonia; and once more she spake A higher summons: - still didst thou betake Thee to thy native hopes. O thou hast won A full accomplishment! The thing is done, Which undone, these our latter days had risen
On barren souls. Great Muse, thou know'st what prison Of flesh and bone curbs, and confines, and frets
Our spirit's wings: despondency besets
Our pillows; and the fresh to-morrow morn Seems to give forth its light in very scorn Of our dull, uninspir'd, snail-paced lives. Long have I said, how happy he who shrives To thee! But then I thought on poets gone,
And could not pray : I move to the end in lowliness of heart.
Ah, woe is me! that I should fondly part From my dear native land! Ah, foolish maid ! Glad was the hour, when, with thee, myriads bade Adieu to Ganges and their pleasant fields !
To one so friendless the clear freshet yields
A bitter coolness; the ripe grape is sour :
Yet I would have, great gods! but one short hour Of native air let me but die at home."
Endymion to heaven's airy dome
Was offering up a hecatomb of vows,
When these words reach'd him. Whereupon he bows 40 His head through thorny-green entanglement
Of underwood, and to the sound is bent, Anxious as hind towards her hidden fawn.
"Is no one near to help me? No fair dawn Of life from charitable voice? No sweet saying To set my dull and sadden'd spirit playing? No hand to toy with mine? That I may worship them? To twinkle on my bosom?
No lips so sweet No eyelids meet No one dies
Before me, till from these enslaving eyes
Redemption sparkles! I am sad and lost."
Thou, Carian lord, hadst better have been tost Into a whirlpool. Vanish into air,
Warm mountaineer! for canst thou only bear A woman's sigh alone and in distress? See not her charms! Is Phoebe passionless? Phoebe is fairer far O gaze no more: Yet if thou wilt behold all beauty's store, Behold her panting in the forest grass! Do not those curls of glossy jet surpass For tenderness the arms so idly lain Amongst them? Feelest not a kindred pain,
To see such lovely eyes in swimming search After some warm delight, that seems to perch Dovelike in the dim cell lying beyond Their upper lids? Hist!
To touch this flower into human shape! That woodland Hyacinthus could escape From his green prison, and here kneeling down Call me his queen, his second life's fair crown! Ah me, how I could love! My soul doth melt For the unhappy youth Love! I have felt So faint a kindness, such a meek surrender
To what my own full thoughts had made too tender, That but for tears my life had fled away! Ye deaf and senseless minutes of the day, And thou, old forest, hold ye this for true, There is no lightning, no authentic dew But in the eye of love: there's not a sound, Melodious howsoever, can confound
The heavens and earth in one to such a death
As doth the voice of love: there's not a breath
Will mingle kindly with the meadow air,
Till it has panted round, and stolen a share Of passion from the heart!"
He leant, wretched. He surely cannot now
Thirst for another love: O impious,
That he can even dream upon it thus !
Thought he, "Why am I not as are the dead,
Since to a woe like this I have been led
Through the dark earth, and through the wondrous sea? Goddess! I love thee not the less: from thee
By Juno's smile I turn not
While the great waters are at ebb and flow. I have a triple soul ! O fond pretence- For both, for both my love is so immense, I feel my heart is cut for them in twain."
And so he groan'd, as one by beauty slain. The lady's heart beat quick, and he could see Her gentle bosom heave tumultuously.
He sprang from his green covert: there she lay, Sweet as a muskrose upon new-made hay; With all her limbs on tremble, and her eyes Shut softly up alive. To speak he tries. "Fair damsel, pity me! forgive that I Thus violate thy bower's sanctity! O pardon me, for I am full of grief - Grief born of thee, young angel! fairest thief! Who stolen hast away the wings wherewith I was to top the heavens. Dear maid, sith Thou art my executioner, and I feel Loving and hatred, misery and weal,
Will in a few short hours be nothing to me, And all my story that much passion slew me; Do smile upon the evening of my days: And, for my tortur'd brain begins to craze, Be thou my nurse; and let me understand How dying I shall kiss that lily hand.
Dost weep for me? Then should I be content. Scowl on, ye fates! until the firmament Outblackens Erebus, and the full-cavern'd earth Crumbles into itself. By the cloud girth Of Jove, those tears have given me a thirst To meet oblivion." The maiden sobb'd awhile, and then replied:
- As her heart would burst
'Why must such desolation betide
As that thou speak'st of? Are not these green nooks Empty of all misfortune?
Utter a gorgon voice? Does yonder thrush,
Schooling its half-fledg'd little ones to brush
About the dewy forest, whisper tales?
Speak not of grief, young stranger, or cold snails
Not to companion thee, and sigh away
The light the dusk - the dark till break of day!" "Dear lady," said Endymion, " 't is past : I love thee! and my days can never last. That I may pass in patience still speak : Let me have music dying, and I seek No more delight — I bid adieu to all. Didst thou not after other climates call, And murmur about Indian streams? Sitting beneath the midmost forest tree, For pity sang this roundelay
"O Sorrow,
Why dost borrow
The natural hue of health, from vermeil lips? To give maiden blushes
To the white rose bushes?
Or is it thy dewy hand the daisy tips?
ee "O Sorrow,
Why dost borrow
The lustrous passion from a falcon-eye? - To give the glow-worm light?
Or, on a moonless night,
To tinge, on syren shores, the salt sea-spry?
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